stupid stupid stupid.

okay, so for some reason .. my parents have turned into detectives lately .. and i have NO idea why.... i think it's because my sister brained washed them into thinking i am a horrible child, when really i am a peeeerfect little angel :)
for example .. i stayed at a friends last night in town, and they made me call from her house when i got there, asked 20 million questions, and THEN called her house this morning, when they COULD have called my cell phone, and my dad tried telling me my mom had been trying to call me so he called the house to make sure i was awake, when really i only had ONE missed call. moral to this story is they were setting me up for failure thinking i wasn't where i said i was... and also to mention i had THREE minutes left before my alarm went off and i HATE when people wake me up a few minutes before. i get SOO mad. so then, of course, i get up like the responsible young adult i am, and get to school ON TIME, for the first time, i think all semester. so i do not know why they were having a cow last night about me staying because i get up better when i'm not at home anyway... i wish they would just realize the more they tell me not to do something, i am going to do it. and the more they try and control me, i'm going to rebel.

Perfect?

first off, they have to be funny. why would anyone ever spend time with someone who doesn't make them laugh? i wouldn't atleast. so yeah, they HAVE to be funny. although sometimes i regret saying that, because lets face it, my laugh is a tad embarrassing. which reminds me also of another thing, they have to LOVE my laugh! :) ... blue eyes!!! i love blue eyes, i know its original. i also like green eyes though, but prefer blue!! I use to have an OBSESSION with long, shaggy hair .. but now i think shaved heads are sexy! so yeah, i'd go with short hair now. also, they have to be tall! most girls talk about a good bod, but i'm not really into the big chest big arms thing. I'm not saying i want a 6 foot 90lb boyfriend .. but just nice and toned. Oh and abs, yeah that'd be great :). also, they have to be a good kisser, because um yeah, if not .. weiiird! Also my perfect guy would NOT feed me all the lines such as " you're the most perfect girl for me " "blah blah blah BULLSH*T! ... thats just retarded. i hate sweet talkers, because well thats all they ever are, is sweet talkers. Because what they're telling you they've told at least 7 other girls, so when they cheat on you, don't be surprised. :] ... I actually love a good smart @$$, because i myself am very much one, and very sarcastic .. so yeah. that'd be great if perfect guy could be one too! And as far as names go, apparently i have a thing for BR names .. because ever guy i've ever dated or considered dating has started with BR. Weiiird.

basically, my perfect guy is aka: Chad Michael Murray, or Wentworth Miller :]

... i'm not really sure if that even made any sense at all, i just kinda rambled from one thing to another .. but yes, that off the top of my head is my "perfect" boyfriend! ... and also, he has to do cute things. like send me flowers, take me on dates, suprise me. etc...

well .. you see, i am completely obsessed with one tree hill, and really like to believe everything that happens in that show relationship-related basically is the exact copy of my life. So i would definatley be the people and the whole entire situation of that show. I would be Hilarie Burton .. my best friend would be Sophia Bush. and the love of my life, of course, would be Chad Michael Murray. My mom would have to be Susan Sarandon, because people have said she looks like her. But anyways, that's who all i'd have be me and my family and friends.

If only I wan't such a screw up ...

If i could change ONE thing I would go back to the beginning of high school ... and actually care about school. Freshman year after i got mono and really sick .. it was like every since then, i had no desire to want to come to school, or do my homework. Which has left me with probably the worst gpa ever ... along with a big fail in Pre-Calculus .. which i still blame partially on the teacher ... i wasn't exactly her favey! ... and now i am stuck here BOTH semester next year, because i can't graduate early ... and stuck here for probably the whole day too, because i can't do duel enrollment because my gpa sucks .. so basically if i could change one thing .. i would change it to where from day one I would actually give a darn about school ...